baitman125

Hospitals are very "unsettling". You are confined to a room with a high window and no clock. The walls feel as if they are moving closer and closer. But this type of horror is nothing compared to the bed in which you lye in with I.V. in your arm. The bed is hard and anything but cushioning. The rails on both sides are like ice if touched and act like cage. The main reason Hospitals are so cold is that they keep it that way to lower the bacteria spread. Then you wait until they take you to the operation room. Your body, feeling like a ton, you have nothing better to do then listen to the birds outside. You can't guess them because you never

Lately, I have been feeling depressed. I thought that the thing I once thought would be a good thought but it was the wrong thought. Now I am sad and I don't know what to do with my life. Most of my life, I have been called a Failure. I have been proving them wrong with all the things I have done. Now they are calling me that again. Not only that, though he denies it, my step dad is, (in a way), calling me a failure and that my body is not built for the task I want to preform. When people are down and they don't know what to do and are on the verge of giving up, I give them pep talks and help them back up. Why is it so hard to do this for my